thank u for being so honest to me..
wat i mean was when u told me u had a crush on ron few yrs back..
we were still together at that time, aren't we?
and that incident that u were drunk and whose house were u at? wearing wat?
who would be able to endure this kinda things to happen to their gf? how did i react at that time? i cried instantly..

dun need to tell me wat ron is a much better guy than me, dun compare.. love cannot be compared.. u hate me to compare u with others, so do i.. he might not be able to giv u wat i've given u.. i've given u the best in everything i could.. u know this urself..
say u wasted 4 yrs with me only if u've nv been happy in this 4 yrs.. memories remains.. remember that time i ran round punggol park to look for u? i looked like a fool, wearing jeans and t shirt.. people will think y am i jogging in that attire.. and when i found u at the play ground, u took out a piece of tissue and started cleaning my sweat for me, and u were in tears.. and u called me silly boy & hugged me.. =)

i've nv flirt again after LL that incident.. u know ur importance to me.. all along u know i'm alwaz closer to the girls, so if that means flirt, i have no comments.

all these yrs after we broke up, i din have a chance to contact u. the only way we actually had conversations was through arguments & misunderstandings in blogs..

seriously, i really felt happy for u when u were with ron.. at least i know u're happy..
but anyway, since i've no chance to explain anything, all the best in ur relationship & career..