granny at final stage of cancer.
3-6 mths left?
no comments.

somebody get me out of this love problem that i'm in please. i'm really tired of doing so much and it doesnt seems to be helping. everyday quarrels is stupid! i wan so much to give up. but i cant! i cant! i love her. i know its not just a crush or normal likings.
i would have given up long ago if i'm not serious. who will try to hang on to this kinda r/s if he/she is not serious. now i'm like just another guy in her life. i dun make any diff. she dun bother bout me. it will never affect her in any way even if i leave.

love suck? gambling successful!
that chinese saying is so true.
won mj today also.

time for bed, work tml.

goodnight Lania.